I wonder

Sometimes I wonder what I am doing with my life.  I have a major, I have a goal of what I am going to do with it, but is that enough?  Is that really what I am supposed to be doing with my life.  I like being home this semester.  Part of me doesn't want to go back to school.  I just want to stick around here, go to my younger brother's soccer games, work at my sisters restaurant.  Sometimes I think that would just be so much easier, but I know eventually I would get sick of it and bored with my life.

Maybe I need to go on a mission.  My best friend's call is in the mail, my younger brother just got his.  Is that what I should be doing with my life right now?  I have thought about it for sometime now, but I still don't know if it is right for me or not.  I know my dad would be overjoyed if I decided to serve a mission, but I also know he would be happy with any choice that makes me happy.  The problem is, I don't know what will make me happy.  

Lately I feel like I have been walking around in a daze, not know what I am supposed to do.  I keep telling myself, "I'll figure things out when the election is over.  Things will be clearer when this race is over."  Maybe that's true, but here it is 8 days away from the election, and I still have no clue.  But I have to make a choice soon.  If I go on a mission I really should get my papers in.  If I am going back to school next semester, I need to register soon, and call housing asap to see if I can get rehired.  And yet while these decisions need to be made in the next two weeks or less, I still have no idea what I am doing.

Any ideas?  I'm open for suggestion.